It still burns

[maggies_lens]

What if i had gone down to the paddock and seen something was wrong, called a vet, would he be alive now? Is it my fault? Did I fail him?
Every day it burns.
I miss my autumn horse so much.
Every single day.

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[re-vised.livejournal.com]

Everything that's happened in our lives is a "what if". We can't live in that constant state of questioning ourselves. It was just his time, and that's okay. It won't ever stop hurting...unfortunately.